Wednesday, July 21, 2004

seesh

lonely it feels so lonely.imagine sitting there by urself.imagine talking to urself.imagine laughing with urself over ur folly.imagine day dreaming all day all->a sign of being with urself.it was so so crystal clear today in school.school totally sucks.i just feel like avoiding it.hmmms.look at it on e brighter picture..in a few mths time,im leaving dis school fer good already. =) aint tt good.i dont have to see the same scene my two eyes see everyday,i dont have to feel e way i feel now.i can play eat sleep all day.without feeling lonely.i could even go on a holiday with darling..somehow,i wished darling could understand.i wish i wish..tt he was in my class.
prom e survey was pathetic..i think we cant even reach a 100ppl.thrs sth i dont understand..if its ur last year,why cant u pay a little more and enjoy urself to e fullest.u nv know when thr'd ever be a nxt gathering..its like RARE.
sch work im pleased ta b doing all my sch work nowadays.xcept fer accounts whr im slackg..seriously dont understand it.ppl would say ya la..u're like damn good.but actually,it really takes an effort to understand..im aiming fer an A1..with e texty thg of accounts knowledge..tt i must master it in my head..
goals darling made a few goals fer me ytd.i mUsT get it right?? i either get tt..or get better.no doing worse.yuck. *cancel cancel* lemme type out my goals >.<
English = A1
Chinese = B3
Maths = A2
ComB sci = A2
Bio = A2
Humans= A2
POA = A1
missing i miss u baby.i really miss u.sorry i spread e sicknesses to u.indeed,i love you alot u know? **hugs**

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